Take it like a man

she said
'Take it like a man'
spoken with a bright smile
brighter than a that tooth paste adverts
brighter than the fucking sun
I smiled
what else should i do?
'yes sure'
'I will take it like a man'
any i went with a smile
walking away with a surfers smile
but inside me it was like a flood
overwhelming feelings came up
fell down on me an complete ocean
it felt like a tsunami was rolling over me
walking away with that smile was easy
but my eyes turn into a source
a fountain of tears and sadness
i went away like water run
nobody will know where it will stop
nobody shall know it
never again